Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Bringing Edison Home

We welcomed Edison into the world on May 1st of 2015.  At that time we already knew that he had a couple of rare medical conditions: hypoplastic left heart syndrome (HLHS) and heterotaxy.  If left untreated, HLHS would be fatal within 24 to 48 hours.  The extent of the heterotaxy was unknown, and potentially benign, but still concerning.  While HLHS occurs in roughly 1 in every 5000 births, heterotaxy only occurs in about 1 in every 250,000 births; a very rare condition.  Being forewarned, Edison was delivered in close proximity to Riley Children’s Hospital in Indianapolis and was rushed there shortly after his birth to be stabilized and monitored in their specialized NICU.  There in the NICU he would await his first of 3 highly invasive surgeries to treat his very serious heart condition.  Though Edison could potentially lead a normal life after the 3 surgeries he would always be limited from a cardiac standpoint.  The only alternative to the 3 surgeries was a heart transplant.

Edison experienced his first HLHS surgery (the Norwood procedure) at 10 days old.  Despite his severely complex heart anatomy (even more so than typical HLHS babies due to the heterotaxy), the surgery went really well.  After the procedure the surgeon explained that he had only seen 3 other cases  (out of hundreds) that had cardiac anatomy similar to our son’s.  Nothing about him or the procedure was routine.  It took Edison some time, but he pulled through like a champ and before we knew it they were starting to wean him off the ventilator in preparation to be extubated.  Around that time the doctors started to notice that he was looking jaundiced and his bilirubin (liver bile) counts were a little high.  They kept their eyes on it over the next few days until the counts continued to elevate and were more concerning.  They ordered a scan to see if the bile created in the liver was passing through to the intestines.  The scan showed that it was not, so they ordered a liver biopsy to confirm what the scan had shown.  It did.  Edison was then officially diagnosed with biliary atresia.    

Biliary atresia (BA) is a condition where the liver’s bile ducts are obstructed, not allowing bile to pass from the liver to the intestines.  When bile builds up in the body it causes jaundice.  If bile can’t exit the liver over an extended period of time cirrhosis sets in, ultimately leading to liver failure.  BA has one surgical treatment alternative to transplant, though the procedure is really just meant to buy time until a transplant is required.  Transplant is almost always eventually necessary to correct BA.  In the surgery, referred to as the Kasai procedure, the damaged bile ducts are removed and a portion of intestine is attached directly to the liver.  If effective (only about 50% of the time), bile flow is restored at least temporarily.  The hope is that it would allow Edison to get older, bigger and healthier before undergoing a liver transplant.  That was our understanding at the time.

During all of the BA testing, Edison’s little corrected heart was ticking like a vintage timepiece.  He was extubated and making steady and impressive progress towards being free of hospital care.  At five weeks the attending CVICU doctor told us that if it were not for the liver issue, we would have been be going home.  Instead we found ourselves in the surgery waiting room praying our Edison would make it though another surgery. 

Four hours into the surgery the rounding nurse invited us to speak with his surgeon in one of the consultation rooms in the hallway – typically reserved for the delivery of bad news.  Edison’s surgeon and hepatologist entered the room and explained that they were not able to do the Kasai due to a malformation of arteries and veins (an AVM) that had formed on the portal plate of his liver, if his liver had a portal plate.  The AVM was in the exact place they needed to attach the tract of intestine to the liver.  Even if the portal plate did exist, there was no way to operate in the area without causing him to bleed out.  It was the first time in her thirty years of experience that the surgeon could not perform the Kasai.  They then told us that Edison was not a candidate for a liver transplant because he only had the first stage of the 3 heart surgeries.  At the time we were not expecting to hear that, understandably so, and the news was completely crushing.  In addition, they explained that they were not sure if he would ever be considered a candidate for a transplant because of the complexity of his anatomy and collection of medical conditions. 

We were heart broken.  Riley made it clear that they could no longer do anything for him.  With the help of our doctors we spent the next two weeks seeking potential alternatives and second opinions.  We thought of every possible scenario and question. We reached out to Lurie Children’s in Chicago and Cincinnati Children’s.  In both cases we provided medical records to elicit potential treatment plans.  Neither institution had answers for us or anyway to help.  Our surgeon reached out to a network of BA specialists (of whom she was one).  No one had seen such a case.  Eventually we began to see the reality of the situation – how very rare and very final it was that Edison had all three of these conditions.  Medically speaking, he had nothing in his corner.  We later understood that his liver bile ducts had never even formed.  His little body was engineered to fail.

Though thoroughly convinced of the inevitable, the urge to pursue a solution was strong.  It seemed that if we wanted to we could hop from hospital to hospital looking for some cowboy surgeon to take another shot at him. With the aid of caring physicians and prayer, we ultimately chose to bring him home with hospice care.  This way he could get to know his older brothers, his home and ultimately pass while swathed in love.

Some kids with BA can live to be about a year old before they need a liver transplant.  Edison’s vascular structure results in high blood pressure in his liver, something that the liver really does not like. This will likely cause cirrhosis to set in quicker.  The medical team did not really know how long he has, but they estimated that he has anywhere from 3-6 months, providing that his heart continues to do well.  Heart and liver conditions in conjunction can quickly lead to spiraling declines.

One of the hardest things right now is that he looks so whole – with the exception of his surgery scars and jaundiced appearance.  It is difficult to grasp that he could be so sick.  For all of modern medicine’s marvels, one would think (and ignorantly so) that there should be some clear solution.  Surely there will be at some point, but there isn’t now and that is what matters for Edison.  We had never thought since the beginning that it would be anything other than his heart that would be so life threatening, but here we are.


We are constantly finding comfort in our faith.  Friends and family have been immensely supportive and caring.  We have seen our prayers answered in so many ways that we cannot even begin to express.  We believe that families can be together forever as part of God’s plan for us.  We know we will be with Edison again someday after he passes.  We believe he is one of God’s special spirits who has been entrusted to us, even if for a short time.  While we wonder what our Father in Heaven intends Edison’s purpose on Earth to be, one thing for certain is that he was sent here to be part of our family and we have the perfect opportunity to love him.  For as long as we possibly can we will spend the days and weeks to come loving Edison.